• Tired

Bathing underneath brilliant blue skies, sun-kissed skin and hot warmth bending itself onto your flesh. I've been having more & more thoughts, dreams, ideas, of moving somewhere far away. Somewhere quieter than here. A house, in japan, where there's tatami that should be respected. Tanuki that steal food, and nights filled with the sound of crickets, rather than cars. Homesick isn't the word. I'm just tired of the world around me. If my issues could go away it'd be nice I think. I want to pick up wood-carving. I want to drive late at night on roads that no one drives. I want to be able to not worry about my neighbours. I want to feel safe while sleeping with open doors. I want to hear chimes blow in the wind with my window open. I want to sleep all day, wake up at night and not feel guilty. Remember, you're not as sad as you were on your birthday. You've started drinking beer more often. Because you can, and the slab that you got for your birthday wasn't going anywhere. You're still anxious. You're still preferring time by yourself. But Deltarune came out. So you can be happy again. Even if it's just for a little bit. Still...Try? For me?